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So my trip was wonderful. The flight down was exhilarating and at the Charlotte Airport I was more impatient than I had ever been in my life (my flight was delayed a half an hour, and I was so close to being with him again). When I got to Charleston it was almost surreal. There has been no better feeling in my life than sitting beside him in his car as we left the airport. There is something peaceful and divine about being perfectly content (also I’m a massive fan of palmetto trees and the coastal area down south so that helped with my contentedness -hahaha).
The entire weekend was magnificent. Now, I’m not saying it was perfect, but I’m in love with him so it kind of was to me. A lot of things happened, a lot of things were said and promises were made. I cried a lot about leaving.
Our plans have changed. Living together after prototype isn’t really an option… he hadn’t told me till I was with him. I was devastated…
We’ve been dating for nearly 11 months. I never imagined I would be with someone for this long. commitment scares me, and I usually push people away. Plus I’m only 22, which is young in my opinion.
I’m flying out to see him. I never imagined I would be gutsy enough to do it. I’ve become a nervous person, and I haven’t been out in the world much. I always figured if I flew somewhere it would be with someone and not all by myself. I also never imagined I would have the money to fly to see him… basically I didn’t think I would even get to see him until October or November (a 6 to 7 month stretch).
For the majority of our relationship we have been in contact through phone calls and texts. We probably have only been together, in-person a little over a month. I never imagined that a relationship like this would work for me… or at all, but truly our bond is strong. I feel like our relationship is just as stable, if not more, than most young couples’ relationships.
I never imagined all of this would happen. I didn’t think it was possible. I never thought I would see N again, and although it didn’t feel right, I knew I couldn’t get in touch with him and figured romantically we didn’t have a chance. Now we have been together for a couple of months less than a year, and I will be seeing him in 3 days…
