We’ve been dating for nearly 11 months.  I never imagined I would be with someone for this long.  commitment scares me, and I usually push people away.  Plus I’m only 22, which is young in my opinion.

I’m flying out to see him.  I never imagined I would be gutsy enough to do it.  I’ve become a nervous person, and I haven’t been out in the world much.  I always figured if I flew somewhere it would be with someone and not all by myself.  I also never imagined I would have the money to fly to see him… basically I didn’t think I would even get to see him until October or November (a 6 to 7 month stretch).

For the majority of our relationship we have been in contact through phone calls and texts.  We probably have only been together, in-person a little over a month.  I never imagined that a relationship like this would work for me… or at all, but truly our bond is strong.  I feel like our relationship is just as stable, if not more, than most young couples’ relationships.

I never imagined all of this would happen.  I didn’t think it was possible.  I never thought I would see N again, and although it didn’t feel right, I knew I couldn’t get in touch with him and figured romantically we didn’t have a chance.  Now we have been together for a couple of months less than a year, and I will be seeing him in 3 days…

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