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Two days into my last semester of college… I probably should be rejoicing and enjoying the time right now. Instead I just feel really overwhelmed by several of my classes. It’s suddenly like I’m graduating in May! I’m really graduating in May. Oh my god! I have no idea what I’m doing!!! [panic ensues]
One of my classes is a service-learning class. I’ve never in my life taken a class like this, although it seems pretty much awesome. Basically we’ll be writing actual grant proposals for a non-profit organization. Suddenly I’m not sure if my professional writing skills are good enough for this. At this point I also have no idea about grant writing in general. I’m having some major self-doubt and if anyone else in the class is feeling this it isn’t obvious.
At this point in college shouldn’t I know more about actually writing a professional document for the real world???? How did I get here?
Whenever I didn’t know stuff before or when I felt overwhelmed it was like, oh, well I’m a _______ (junior, sophomore, freshmen) in college. I’m here to learn. But now! Now I’m four months away from graduating. Shouldn’t I not feel overwhelmed by the idea of doing this (and my classes in general)? Isn’t this what school was supposed to prepare me for. Obviously everyone should learn some new things in their final semester. I mean I’m sure it isn’t always as easy as everyone claims, but right now I feel like I’m missing some key things that I should already know.
On a sidenote I’ve had no time whatsoever to practice my guitar. I’m rather sad about this but will hopefully have some time this weekend.
i told my shrink about you
and she asked me why we broke up again
i bring you up a lot
I could really use something incredible right now.
