sloshed again… and again.

Until today, I couldn’t remember when the last day was that I woke up sober and not at all hungover.  It was an odd feeling this morning–no horrid alcohol/dry mouth taste and no headache.  Incredible.  Now on to the second week of this new semester and I’m really going to try and stay up with my blog by atleast posting twice a week if not more.

that’s not exactly what i wanted.

Life is weird.  My grades are soaring for once and I’m not sure how.  Two electives I’m doing great in, and I never thought I could do so well in one of my in-major classes this semester.  I was actually so freaked out about taking it, certain I would do horribly.  Now here I am, one of the few in the class who has all A’s on the three major assignments so far.

I also finally got a distraction from my shattered heart, but it came in the form of a “conduct referral” from my university.  It really threw me.

Hey guys I’m smoking again!  (i suck, i know)

The part that really got me was when I found out it was being mailed to my parents’ house.  I was already semi-drunk when I realized I’d better call them.  While they of course won’t open it, they are now wondering what exactly is going on.  I hate worrying my parents so much.  Plus it always seems like I am the problem child.

The referral is far too atrocious to let them see.  Also they know me as the crazy/wild child, so I am assuming they might think that I’m lying about it.   I am planning on getting out of it or getting revenge (okay i know that doesn’t work).  The entire write-up is false besides when he states that I called him a “douchebag.”  Anyway, by next week at this time it will all be over.

And months ago I said by December I would be fully off of the ciggies, so I technically haven’t failed yet (and yeah the date falls with the new smoking laws).

On the other side I had an incredibly good weekend and met a really nice guy.  He added me on facebook and messaged me a few days later.  He’s one of the most hilarious people I know and I’m certain if he hadn’t come, with me, C, E, and her latest guy she wanted (jerk of course and she ended up in tears), to this party on Saturday night I wouldn’t have had much fun.  So there still are some decent, non-jerks out there.

party time baby!

So happy it’s Friday, but wondering why it’s raining especially when I have some great plans for tonight/this weekend.

: )

dancing in heels more fun.

Classes have begun, which just feels unbelievable.  I spent all of my weekend partying with friends and had a lot of fun (frat party, apartment party, hookah lounge, and a bar of course – a very crazy two nights).  Now I can’t believe I have classes to sit through.  I feel like I’m off by a month or something and really it should be the end of July now.  I know atleast two of my roomies feel the same way.

My schedule isn’t very hard, but I am already feeling overwhelmed by the syllabus of my first class that really delves into my major (Professional Writing).  Yes, this could be a bad sign I know.  I’m just not sure I’m ready for the “real world, fast pace” of this class.  Honestly I haven’t had much experience with fast writing for any class, so I’m hoping I can handle it.  If not my Professor makes it very clear, in the syllabus, that students should quickly drop the class.  And if I need to drop the class I will be changing majors (to I don’t know what) as well.  Basically, I’m going to be extremely busy.

So, one of the strangest things of this weekend is that I met this guy at the frat party and we sat outside and talked for over an hour.  We were both pretty sober, which is extremely odd at a frat party.  He asked for my number and I gave it to him and he called to give me his.  I didn’t really think I would hear from him (although that night he did invite me to go hiking with him and some friends the next day) but then last night he texted me.  I’m not really sure about this as a friend of mine thinks she overheard his friend and him discussing me (along the lines of:  “oh I’ll back off and you can have her” douchebag much?), but I’m figuring hanging out with him is probably harmless, so that is what I am doing later this week.